In the Program of the Second Home of Lifechanyuan, I Was Reborn

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In the Program of the Second Home of Lifechanyuan, I Was Reborn

Jiejing Celestial

May 31, 2025

（Edited by ChatGPT)

I once walked along a familiar path — the program of the secular world, filled with noise and busyness. I believed it was the only way to live: struggling for survival, competing for possession, and seeking refuge from loneliness through marriage. On that path, everyone walked the same way, and no one questioned its direction. I too firmly believed that only by entering marriage or a one-on-one romantic relationship and finding someone who "belongs to me" could life be complete and my soul find its home.

But gradually, I realized that on this familiar track, I was slowly losing myself. Marriage was like a warm quilt, offering brief comfort in the cold; but it was also like an invisible high wall, quietly severing the connection between me and my free soul. In this sense of “security,” I sank — taking each other’s companionship, devotion, and emotions for granted, believing that as long as “we are together,” I didn’t need to change, reflect, or grow.

Yet it was precisely this mindset of “taking things for granted” that silently corroded my soul.

Because the moment I began to take the relationship for granted, I stopped reflecting, I stopped growing. I no longer asked myself, “Who am I?”, “Where am I going?”, or “Why am I alive?” Instead, I became immersed in the illusion of “having someone to rely on, someone to obey me, someone I could control.” I treated love as a bargaining chip to exchange for inner peace, not realizing that once love loses its freedom and respect, it ceases to be love — it becomes dependency, possession, and a slow descent into numbness.

In such a relationship, I no longer tried to become a better version of myself. As long as he didn’t leave me, as long as he listened to me, I believed everything was fine. The more I tried to control, the more I lost trust; the more I depended, the less I could stand on my own. The fall in frequency didn’t happen overnight — it was a slow decline hidden in the everyday habit of “taking things for granted.” I stopped taking initiative, stopped caring about others’ growth, stopped looking up at the stars and reflecting on myself — I only focused on holding tightly to what I thought I “possessed.”

But that kind of life didn’t set me free — it left me numb, exhausted, as if my soul were locked inside an invisible prison.

What’s even more painful is that the entire societal system reinforces this prison. In the external program, I had neither the time to be still nor the space to awaken. I had to work, had to make money, had to bear all the pressures of survival. And those so-called “jobs” were nothing more than serving a system that was already rigid and lifeless. It neither benefited nature, nor truly served humanity, nor nourished my soul.

My life was like a machine — running at high speed from morning to night, with not a single moment that truly belonged to me. I hated my job, yet had to endure all the negative emotions it brought. I wanted to care for my gravely ill mother, yet even asking for leave meant a deduction in pay. My monthly salary was spent before I could even warm it in my hands, and my body and spirit were already exhausted. How could I possibly feel grateful? Where would I find the energy to contemplate the love of the Greatest Creator?

Within such a program, I was destined to accumulate no virtue, nor could I draw closer to higher realms of LIFE. I had fallen into insomnia, anxiety, and fear more than once, and was eventually diagnosed with plasma cell mastitis — a rare and stubborn disease. Though not fatal, it tormented my body and mind like an “undying cancer,” recurring again and again. To eliminate it completely, I was even told I might need a double mastectomy. I began to realize that this was not a random illness, but rather a buildup of stagnant energy caused by long-term suppression, anxiety, and spiritual exhaustion — a physical manifestation of inner suffering.

I came to see that the external program was a vast operating system of illusion. It led me to believe that if I just worked hard, got married, had children, and owned property, I would find happiness. But in reality, the harder I tried, the deeper I sank; the more I pursued, the more I was consumed. Within this program, I could only continue to create karma, not accumulate virtue — and I even lost the ability to stay aware of my true essence.

And just when I reached the end of that desperate path, I stepped into another program — the Second Home of Lifechanyuan.

It is a serene and pure space, where morning light spills over fields and flowers, and the air is filled with the scent of soil and fresh grass. There is no wages here, no “yours” or “mine,” only mutual support, dedication, and respect. There is no marriage, no control, no dependence — everyone is a free soul.

“Mutual respect and independent coexistence” becomes one of the most important lessons I learn here. Only when you are not dependent on me, and I do not try to control you, can we draw close as independent, whole beings. It is a higher-frequency connection of love — a dialogue of light between souls. It requires no promises, no titles, and no fearful bonds.

And I finally understand that I have never truly owned anyone or anything. I possessed nothing — and in that emptiness, I reconnect with all of existence. I am no longer the master of any relationship, but a temporary traveler among all things — a speck of dust, tiny yet aware, in the radiance of the Greatest Creator.

Here, I sweep the floors, grow vegetables, and cut grass — doing what would seem like the most ordinary tasks in the secular world — yet I feel an unprecedented sense of dignity and value. Because this labor is not for survival, but in service of the soul; not just for the personal self, but for the Earth, for LIFE, and for the well-being of future humanity.

I began to truly understand what merit means. I realized that it doesn’t come from donating money or doing “good deeds” on the surface, but from each and every moment when I act with gratitude in my heart and a pure intention in my spirit. I began to focus on inner growth rather than external possessions. I no longer chased relationships, but practiced awareness, compassion, gentleness, and gratitude.

I started to understand what Xuefeng, the guide of Lifechanyuan, meant when he said:

“Gratitude is the first element of LIFE’s sublimation.”

“The code of happiness is: gratitude, contentment, and cherishing.”

“There are two wide-open roads to hell:
One is entering marriage and family — that is, stepping into the emotional gossip maze of exclusive one-on-one love.
As long as you pursue one-on-one romantic love, there’s no doubt — you will go to hell.
The other is clinging to ego — the belief that you are right.
As long as you insist on being right, don’t worry — you are definitely headed to hell.”

"Signs of hell include more troubles, sorrow, pain, and fear, with less freedom, joy, happiness, and blessing, and two unobstructed roads lead there. One is found by entering into an exclusive romantic and sexual relationship such as marriage, and the other is maintaining stubborn self-persistence; as long as you believe that you are always right, then you will definitely find your path to hell.

These words were once beyond my understanding, but now they strike deeply at my soul. I realized that the root of my suffering and decline may have been precisely because I took relationships for granted and mistook obsession for truth.

Today, I no longer worry about money, no longer fear illness, and no longer rely on marriage or one-on-one romantic relationships for warmth. Because I now understand that all of these are simply lessons in the classroom of my soul — opportunities for me to transform consciousness, awaken, and ascend.

Even without material rewards, I can gain the most precious treasures of the Heavenly Kingdom.
Even when I own nothing, I can still experience the purest, freest form of happiness.

I once walked the painful path of the old program,
But I chose gratitude, elevation, service, and devotion.
In the program of the Second Home of Lifechanyuan, I was reborn.

In the days to come, I wish to walk with more souls who have been lost in the illusory program — into this pure land, onto this radiant path paved with gratitude, reverence, and true love — to welcome a new era without marriage, without conflict, and without suffering: Lifechanyuan Era.